I
recently re-visited “my spot”. My spot is a stump, up on a
hill, a couple miles from my home. So many summer evenings I have
gone to this place to sit and be still, and now that the snow has
been melting I was able to jump from patch to patch of dry ground in
order to climb to my little stump. I sat there and looked over those
same familiar unchanging mountain ranges that have been my source of
solitude over the years and I was struck with a thought.
We
human beings get so caught up in life that we forget to live. We
become so full of cares, media and responsibilities that places in
nature becomes a destination, an A or B point, and it's quiet
declaration is inevitably ignored. The “magic” nature held when
we were children is no longer something to be discovered or
experienced. We allow our minds to be crowded. I know it takes me a
lot longer to sit still and pray than it ever did as a child.
How
ironic that children are known for their short attention spans. And
yet, if we were honest, I am sure we would realize that as adults we
can be much worse off than children. At least when they are
captivated by something their entire utmost is given to it. We
multi-task. We politely listen and never hear a word. We condition
ourselves to skim-read (as long as there are pictures), click one tab
to another. The concept of time is entirely missed and the every day
simplicity goes unnoticed. We function instead of live. We do
instead of experience. We are filled but the flavor and aesthetic
beauty is unperceived and therefore unappreciated. Nature goes
unheard.
Music
becomes noise, rain is just the weather, and books are unappetizing
dry words with a hardcover crust. The heavens declare the glory of
God but no-one hears because we never stop to look or listen. The
firmament shows His handiwork but we are blind to the stars. Day
unto day utters speech and night unto night speaks a knowledge that
surpasses the bonds of human language – but we subject ourselves to
the roar of our own thoughts. Strategy, vocabulary, studying,
composing, teaching, creating – all these things become tedious and
our cravings change with our habits. We find blogging, tweeting,
facebooking, T.V., more appealing and reality becomes monotonous.
But,
when I sat there on the stump I realized why Nature can become
appealing to us. When we force ourselves to step out of the fast
lane and breathe, suddenly nature is noticed...we can hear it and it
gnaws at our created soul. Words become beautiful, music stirs
emotions, rain is a detail, a harmonious expression. Nature's line
is gone out through all the earth and their words to the end of the
world and we can be conscious of it. Sunrises are more than the
start of a day, but a work of art, created to be appreciated and
rejoiced in. Nature is fresh, simple, raw, child-like, satisfying.
You can breathe it, touch it, freely without conditions. It offers
instead of takes. Even those who choose not to believe in God can
climb a mountain, close their eyes and breathe communion...His
creation is so close to who He is. It declares Him and our
subliminal can't help but desire to hear.
There
is more to life than functioning. God created beauty for our
benefit, He actually asks us to be still and know. This thought has
been a helpful reminder to me every time I am tempted to allow my
mind to become overwhelmed with my “to do” list. I hope it has
been a help to you too.
“...Enjoyment
of music, of exquisite art, the reverent study of the great questions
of life, of the wonders of nature whose powers it was given man to
study and cultivate and develop – it is surely no irreverence to
think of [Christ] both enjoying and gracing such a life, for such was
the original plan of human life as thought out by a gracious
Creator.” – S.D. Gordon Quiet Talks, 29
I, too, have struggled with the distractions you list here, especially over the last few years where technology has attempted to "improve" our lives. You are very blessed to live in such a beautiful place where you can find solitude in God's Nature so quickly and easily! Ahhh....to be a child again when I was able to do as you describe here so naturally! I am inspired now to drive somewhere that I can sit and meditate and enjoy the beauty of trees, or maybe the ocean, or anywhere that God's landscapes can be experienced. Thank you for this reminder. A lovely post!
ReplyDeleteI totally can relate to you. And yes, it is a blessing to live in the country. But even with Nature right in my back yard it's still something I have to be constantly aware of. Media can still distract us here. Something beautiful about Jesus is that He can meet us where we are at...in the city and in the country. But we are given the choice to let Him take captive our thoughts, or not. Let the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your site Lord!
DeleteThank you for sharing this, Toni. It is beautifully written, but more importantly, true! I resonated with every word and have often thought of the same things you articulated so well. I don't want to be so caught up in life that I forget to stop and truly live!
ReplyDeleteIsn't that true! There is a fine tissue paper difference between function and actually living our lives. And yet -- what a difference. It's the difference between surviving and abounding. Thank you Jana.
DeleteWow, this is so true! The past few days it seems I've been so overwhelmed thinking of everything I need to do! It's easy to feel pushed through life! It's a good reminder to just sit and enjoy Gods creation and the simple things in life. Thanks for the reminder Toni! I needed it!
ReplyDeleteThank you Grace. It is encouraging to get feedback. I'm glad it was a blessing.
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